yes i know the titles o.O wtf ..its cause iv realized that things iv done in the past arent good and they where bad choices and kinda made some of my friendships go on the rocks. i feel like such a dumb a** for being like that and i very good friend told me that it was cause i wasnt going anywhere in my life and i was complaining about it and he was right. i also realized it a few months ago and became a CNA ,im also going back to school to become a RN so now im not going to ever let my self be one of thoughts ppl that dont do a thing in there life,im going to make sure of that. im so lucky to have the friends i do...i love u all <3